ADOLESCENCE

Where do I even begin? If I were to sum up anger, horny, mood swings, never ending hunger and body odor X10 in one word, it would definitely be 'teenager'.

During my early teenage years I was what you would call your typical teenager. And I never knew until recently, how much it actually pissed off the people around me. I was so full of angst. One moment I'd be happy and the next moment I'd want to stab someone in the stomach. And the best part? I never knew why I wanted to do any of that. I wasn't one of those emo kids who was depressed and wanted to cut myself. In fact, I was one of the most cheerful kids ever. Back then, what really pissed me off was sudden changes in lifestyle. I mean like, one week we'd have band practice after school and the next week it would be Maths classes.

And don't even get me started on my physical changes. I was swearing 24/7, my skin was so oily I looked like I had my skin laminated and to top it all off I was hungry every single minute of every fucking day. 

All of that being said, my early teenage years have shaped me into most of what I am today. Not saying that I don't have room to grow ( a lot of which still needs to be done) but I feel like the experiences I've had thorough out those years have helped me shape myself into what I am today. And I can proudly say that I absolutely love the person I've become. Yes I still do need a few improvements, but most of what I've become is really positive and optimistic. I've learned to accept people for who they are, be more open minded and understanding of things that I don't necessarily want to understand AND even cook! 

Since I'm gonna be turning eighteen this November I'm that much closer to becoming a mature adult, which means I won't be able to blame things on my hormones as much as I'd like (hardy har). As much as I'm gonna miss my adolescent years, I'm so gonna enjoy growing the fuck up and not have to worry about feeling like a bundle of angst all the time.

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